juz read thru amanda's blog and i decided to tell her this

well,don't think of all the consequences of celebrating your birthday as an 'after-effect'

perhaps things just occur so coincidentally that makes you feel that its due to your birthday celebrations?

do not think about the future when you haven't spend your presant..

live is always changing and revolving around.you will never know what will happen to you and others

so don't think too much..cos its never good for you especially when you see things in a negative light..so take things easy, one step at a time..

and i remembered you telling me that no one cares for you..but do you know that there are people who wana care for you and get involved in your life.its just that you are not willing to open up in a way or so..there are people who are residing beside you,waiting for your attention, so that they could get closer to you, sharing your burden and etc..

you are the deciding factor to everyone..no one else could decide for you..

so cheerz gal!