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Sunday, August 17, 2008 ; 6:34 PM {?}

its grandmere's anniversary today...momo cooked loads of good food,esp tom yam fish...i really wana sink my tooth onto the tender looking fish that says:"come and eat me!!!nei nei ni pu pu!!you're still sick dummy idiot!!!" well,i took abit of the fish..cos' its irresistable..with the aroma in the air stretching across the whole room..after tasting it..woo~damn happy for no apparent reason..

this is a dedication to grandmere:
i miss grandmere.....i remembered days before she passed away,she picked up the little me with her bony pair of hands,put me on her skinny tigh,and told me:"when granny's not around,promise me,take care of yourself,be a good girl,listen to mummy alright?mummy's leading a hard life.you've gotta understand..granny's gonna leave you..very soon..real soon.."
as i was just only primary four that year,i couldn't fully understand what is the rationale behind saying all these things to me..staring at her frail and thin frame,i could feel the warmth emerging from her body...the sweetness,the gentleness that i will never ever forget...pale looking grandmere just smiled to me,and took me in her arms.she went silent...till the next few days,she turned seriously ill..and there she go...never coming back to home again..the last time i saw her was the night before she passed away..she looked so energetic..and said that after her recovery,we shall go for a feast..there was nothing strange about it..so my relatives and i went home after visiting her in the hospital..but at 3.30pm,momo called to say that she's gone...i couldn't believe it..i cried...so hard..couldn't take it..somone who has been taking care of me since young has left me..i miss you 婆婆...thank you for your bowl of cereal before i go to school in kindergarten..thanks for your glass of milk before i went to school in primary school.thanks for forcing me to study,thanks for your reminders for me to remain filial to momo..i will bear the things that you told me in mind...

wherever you are now 婆婆,i wana say that i miss you.i love you.

There's just too much to forqet.