was browsing through viva bro,alvin dad,and mr advisor,shaun's blog,i realised that i have friends whom are really caring..especially when they are guys..hello,i really mean:GUYS. we often said that guys are ignorant about a girl's feeling,not-so-caring,etc..but if you view each and every single guy as an individual,i guess you would be able to see things in a clearer view.till this day after my recovery,im touched by the every-little-thing you guys do for me..its always nice to see your friends post about you on their blog,encouraging you,etc..though i was sick for so long,i didn't felt so miserable as i was in the past.cos i had this super thoughtful and sweety bunch of darlings...it shows that you are remembered somehow?i believed in all these peeps..and i hoped that my trust placed in you guys are worth it...cos' i hoped that you guys trust me too!its something mutual,just like any relationship.be it freindship,relationship,everything requires double effort.two hands=1 clap.these ares proved something:they can be caring despite being guys(most guys felt that its kinda yucky to show concern towards a female friend).thank you guys!!saw my little name on your blogs!

but girls are no exception ya?nat dummy,ade,viv nei nei,alicia mummy,ros...i have never expected you guys to tag me,encouraging me all the time,showing the concern that you guys have as my friends.be it a message through mobile,tag mi on my blog,talking to me after my return to school,its the things that you guys did for me that left me an everlasting impression on different classmates with different kinda class..i used to think that every single person on earth has something against anyone or even everyone on earth..its all about sabotaging to get the best of something,or to get the satisfaction after seeing the getting hurt look on the victim's faces...for you gals,i have started to change my mindset regarding this issue.you see,i have seen way too much.since young,im learning..constantly seeing this everchanging world..being two sided...its so scary..its like anytime you would be the target of a planned sabotage....and the feeling's never good to be involved in a situation whereby you don't know what's going on,and th next minute,you're into deep shit and you reputation is tarnished for no rhyme nor reason...thank you gals for giving me a break to all these nosense..you gals are the 'rewards' in my life..i really wana say,i love you all guys n gals...

if you ever wonder why i have a blog for..and im gonna tell you why...
after seeing and hearing that many people in this world are gone the next second you don't see them,either due to health issue,accidents,suicide,or just no reason...sudden death i may say..and i m afraid that one dsay i might just collapse and die,getting runover by a car,etc...this blog is here to accompany,and a remembrance of me for those who cared..i wana leave something behind..my thoughts,and perspective of life...the experiences that i 've gotten through incidents that befall me..either pleasant or not...i wana share whatever i can with you guys,in case im gone one day...