well,what's your definition of close friend?
is it close friend?or close friends?
i was pondering over what is the decision criteria for a CLOSE friend of yours.
1.must we meet up regularly to maintain the friendship?
2.must we chat up often to maintain the friendship?
3.must we know his/her stuffs well?
4.will we always be quarreling?
5.do we need to care for each other 24/7?
6.do we need to always think about each other,not 24/7,but regularly?
what should close friends be????

i was thinking about these questions for a day.and i realised that we aren't that close afterall?
after all sorts of quarrel, i realised that i had a different perception from you regarding friendship.not only friendship,but a close one instead.i thought that you had the same idea as i do.nevertheless,i was mistaken.this few months was memories laid for me.it was fun,laughter,joy,pain,sad,anger,loads to mention.however,you brought me hope.the hope that friends aren't your enemy at the end of the day.there might be an exception at times.that was what i've been thinking after i knew you...sad to say after these months,disappointment rubs in along the way.i guess it was me being naive on my part.thought that spending time,chatting regularly,going out often,taking good care of you,understanding you will make you a close friend of mine..like anyone else do,we shared secrets..lots and lots of them..but now that i know you found one who could share weal and woe with you,why not?i guess i'll be more conservative with what i say in the future then..cos to me,lots of secrets can only be shared with one trusty friend of mine?which is you.now that i know we are different,i guess there would be adjustments to be made then.

reasons why i thought that you became my close friend
1.you gave me hope-i do have close friend
2.you changed my perspective in life-friends are impt afterall!
3.you gave me care and concern which i need-due to my family n other background
4.you changed my life-to enjoy the company of yours
5.you made mi happy-we were often happy and getting all hyped up
6.you made me sad-you know it best
7.you gave me truck loads of disappointments-you know it best too!
8.so,its you you you,and YOU!!!


in my life,i have never thought that friends could be so damn important.till i met some cute people from bm0803.
-viva
-alvin
-vivienne
-shiyi
-shaun
-jeremy
-eugene
-alicia
-pamela
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these guys brought me to another level,whereby i experienced different kind of life.its always fun and laughter...they gave me care,concern,happiness,and enjoyable times when im with these peeps..life's never boring with them.and i loved tertiary education because of them.remembered pom alternative paper?these peeps are so sweet.they stayed by my side,supporting me,encouraging me,and motivating me for the paper.i am really touched by that.and i mean it..im serious..this is the time for me to know who really remembered me and my stuffs.you guys meant alot to me.i will never wana lose you guys.

secondary education was good for character building and stuff..it was time when i bucked up on my studies,took up lots and lots of leadership roles,and receive lots and lots of rewards for that.bursary award,scholarship award,best in english in the level,exco of council,class chairperson,head of welfare and logistic for sjab...but i wasn't as happy then..and i knew in life was to study,study,and study.or else,it would be meetings,meetings,and more formal meetings..which is wearing me thin down to the core..

primary school education was more about cca achievement..trainings here and there...it was so tiring..but fun in a way....

for now,i wished that my friendship with you will improve..not to change for the worse,but take a turn for the better instead.cos i still cherish you.and that,you matter alot to me.love you ass~

There's just too much to forqet.