went school.

talked to ms loy.

went back to hrm class.

joked: eugene was my victim.

went funeral.

today i saw this guy at the funeral. he was tagging behind biao jiu all the time. i was thinking who is he. and so, he happened to be biao jiu's camp mate. they are on very close terms. from day one granduncle was hospitalised till the day whereby he catch his last breath, he was standing by biao jiu's side. this time, what was floating across my mind is that...: will i ever have such friend to stick through thick and thin times with me?

to be honest when i was pondering over these questions. few peeps popped up in my mind: shaun, natasha, vivienne, alicia, jeremy,qian yu, jonathan(this fella is really nice if he...stop touching his hair), pamela?

especially peeps whom im with every single day.out of all these peeps. i know who will be there for me when i need them. you know who you are.

im very sure in the future, i wouldn't have my relatives with me. mum told me before. and im convinced too. given the gap between my relatives and i. in my family there are only mum and bro. no one else. just imagine what happens in the future...i know im gonna rely on my friends alot.no doubt man.

i hate the family im raised in. i have no connection with my father's side at all. as for mum, my relatives are only keeping contact with us due to mum. should she be absent for any reason, no one would bother about us. i hate the fact that im alone.

i have this close gal friend. i am close to her. and i could relate to her easily. i don't deny that i have friends who care. and i really treasure them alot. but this particular close gal pal of mine..im not sure what kind of vocabulary i can use to describe her. but i know that no matter what, i will always be her lougong helping her with whatever i can, just like how my friends are supporting me now.


goodbye granduncle. thanks for taking care of mum. you are the best papa and uncle in the world. my hats off you for being able to remain as a faithful, caring, thoughtful husband and father. though we arent close, mum has told me alot about you. goodbye