i woke up in the morning, to be finding myself smiling to my mobile as i stopped the alarm before it rings in 15 minutes time. it was the first time that a smile emerged from my face naturally. the night before was hard to pass... i had lots of stuff occupying my mind. seeing dad in that condition, i cannot help but felt sorry for him. it seems that my hatred for him dissipated along with the pain that i had in my heart. it took me quite sometime for everything to be sorted out. qy was trying to be nice to me. yet, i sounded rude at the very beginning. im sorry qy. i told myself not to be too nice to the extent that i became cold towards answering my friends every now and then. i'll not make the same mistakes anymore. our chat over the 1 hour has helped me calm down and bring the smiles back to my face

so early in the morning, i looked at my phone and told myself to start the day sweet and happy. went to school, did all that i had to in the valueshop. time whizzes pass... when i was busy, i spotted this familiar lady, who extended her arms towards me, offering me the sweet that i liked the most. this brought back many memories. i used to buy 3 rolls of that sweets to cure my cravings.. and now, this girl brought something to cheer me up, and cheer me on. that moment was filled with happiness, surprise, and abit of a....HAO LIAN...shhhh...natural ma.super nice qy. on a random note, nice white shoes eh?ATTRACTIVE eh? and keep your hair nice and long again eh? lets have a competition, see whose hair grows the fastest...haha,crazy....

but the hapiness last till lunch with team mates... after reaching home, it was a total different situation then. to be greeted with aunt's crying..she cried so hard so hard...i feel so sorry for her...but i had no idea what to do other than offering tissues...imnot gonna elaborate on this part due to privacy reasons eh? cheer up soon..i'll be prepare for your scolding..i know im gonna kena the shit from you since you're in bad mood. but im nice ok,i forgive u la hor...(kidding)