not in a good mood.. neither in a bad mood... dad was involved in an accident along lornie road and has sustained bad injuries.. thank god that he was saved by a motorist who got off his bike to help dad pull his bike away.. or else he would be crushed into bits by the oncoming traffic.. it was raining heavily that night.. road was slippery. somehow his bike lost control and skidded along the wet road. his leg was stacked by the bike that he has difficulties getting up. he struggled so hard. i can feel how helpless he was that time. thanks mr motorist. you saved my dad's life. and shit you police,shit you SGH, shit you police. where were you guys man!

im so gona complain SGH bloody shit.

next, i was called a stupid by nathaniel's gf. i didnt use tau gey to secure the thumbdrives in valueshop. she popped in and scolded me. then gave me a hard whack on my back. so pain that i yelled on top of my voice while i was serving the customer. damn it... its very painful la... not that i wanna exegerate things ok.. i was given cable wires to secure the stuffs by zerene.. not me right... and to our horror, she lied to us that there wasnt any tau gey left... in fact, ms lim said she had loads of it.. damn..i got scolded for nothing... but well, the team hates her...sooooo...

then then, i told mum about how i feel. when im sick, nobody cares about me.. i sponge myself, take med myself, see doc myself, everything i do on my own.. when all of them are sick at home, i take good care of them. what is this la... not that im a big shot at home, but i do deserve my fair share of attention right? i will never forget there was once i had a 39.9 degrees fever... i was left in the living room to sleep on the sofa. whereas mum, aunt and brother were in the room enjoying aircon... i had no food, no water, and i couldnt really move as i was too ill that time.. when i talked to mum how i felt, she ignored me. then she complained about her contusion..to godpa.. and i was freaking pissed cos i had this stupid injury on my shin for so many days and she only told me to rub zam buk on my own. so there i go...telling her off infront of godpa.. i said why is it that im always the one taking care of others and nobody gives a damn about me?

so we were arguing... and you know how bitter i felt that time... i feel so sad.. im ignored, nobody wants me, and im called a stupid.