procrastinating whether to make it to our class steamboat. i kept thinking to myself, why appear when the others did not ask me to go along, with the exception of fatty natty. and i decided to give it a miss.. im glad that, my friends enjoyed the night with each other's company. hence it was right that i did not turn up, for the fear of being a wet blanket or being left out. thank you nat. for inviting me. i have no friends. look at fb. no one would ever comment on my wall. neither would anybody respond to what i have posted. and it goes to show, im not widely accepted by my peers. apparently, i feel comfortable with the current status, but i have my insecurities at times.. bet that it was alright to feel that way. who doesnt?